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I don’t know what is wrong with me.

I’m still shaken by the beautiful Fassy/Cunning photos. Their glory is perfect!I feel so fulfilled but so empty. My stomach is in knots and breathing isn’t coming easy. I need to cry but of course I can’t. I have so many things swirling around my head and it’s creating a bottomless abyss that will never be filled until I succeed at what I always loved best. I want these amazing people in my life. WHY CAN’T I WORK UP THE COURAGE AND MOTIVATION AND ENERGY TO FOLLOW MY DREAM?!

I need to stop ripping up the skin around my fingernails and inside my mouth.

MELTED UNDERPANTS!

I am in the middle of a complete meltdown over finding a total of 8 photos from this photo shoot of Michael Fassbender and Liam Cunningham. I plan to have them all on my wall. They are beyond adorable. I can’t deal! LOOK AT THIS SHIT!I AM LEGITIMATELY SHAKING! They are so intimidatingly beautiful! I am so pathetic. Garry just printed this one out for me. I’m going to laminate it at my mum’s in a couple of days and then it shall be mounted on my wall.

I’m feeling incredibly antisocial. Even online interaction is freaking me out. My my. Don’t I have issues. I’M SORRY KARA MY LOVE! I STILL LOVE YOU! I’M JUST OFF IN MY OWN LITTLE WORLD OF AOESGHTIHGSRGTOIHSROIYSRHIGDOHYTN! I will love you spoon though!

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